It is over…I’m putting this persona of “chaos” to rest. I tried to write an explanation but it became all ramble-y and nonsensical and I kept going back to correct myself…and decided I don’t have any readers who care so I’m not wasting all this time figuring out the best way to talk to myself.
In short this isn’t fun anymore…”chaos” can no longer provided what I created him to…in some respects this experiment in on-line persona has actually backfired. The Tumblr have been deleted; the formspring account suspended; I’ll delete the twitter eventuallyTwitter account is now deleted. Maybe somewhere down the line I’ll change my mind but for now I won’t be doing anymore toy reviews. The hosting for this blog was a cheapo $50 a year prepaid and I still have many mouths left on it so I’m leaving up all the toy reviews and the one post I submitted to e-lust for the time being; the rest of the posts I’ve pulled however.
Ok I’ve said I wasn’t going to do any explaining but reading my Twitter feed I say a quote which encapsulates one aspect about why I’m giving up on being “chaos”.
The WORST BATTLE is between what you know and how you feel.
I’ve felt that recently and it is true and because of it …being “chaos” just isn’t fun anymore.